When it all turns to poop

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When it all turns to poop

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When it all turns to poop

by | Mar 22, 2018 | Personal | 19 comments

 

When things are working really well, a sneaky thing happens. The evil twin suddenly wants to poop on your party dress.
That evil twin wants to remind you it can’t POSSIBLY be this good for long.
  • Like the time I produced a comedy skit for 5th grade but got sick the day of the performance.
  • Like when I wanted a flashy iPhone 8 even though the 5 was working fine, then cracked the new phone screen within a week.
  • Like when I had a brilliant run of Full Year readings then bombed because I didn’t believe I could do it.

 

So there’s this saying..

There’s this saying about what happens when we reach a new level of success in anything –  a new level of fitness, a new skill like working the TV remote, ( this was me)  or even just cooking rice that’s edible instead of a soggy white swamp (still working on that one)  – anything that reflects our growth can lure the evil twin to get poopy with us. They say, ‘new level, new devil’, but I’m here to say it’s the same ol’ devil, just with a different outfit.

 

I felt like a Disney Princess

I knew I’d moved into a new vibe not long ago. I woke up one morning and felt like a Disney Princess. The birds chirped, the sky was a fantastic blue and I felt

 

….bliss.

 

Not rabid Instagram bliss or even the delirious bliss some women have over salad, but a quiet sense of belonging in the world and that all was well.

 

 

 

Sure, there was a determined effort to take the supplements I’m supposed to take.  There was another hour of yoga tacked onto the week and mediating in the small chinks of the schedule, but nothing AMAZING. Nothing mind-blowing. Just a series of small tweaks forming into a serious feeling of contentment. Nothing announced it – the sky didn’t open for the voice of God to boom out, I just quietly knew I was ‘there’.

 

 

The poop:

So right on cue, the evil twin gets out her poop gun to bring on my biggest fear: (No, it’s not crushed purple velvet, it’s rejection.)

  • Within one week a spiritual teacher fired me after aiming some pretty personal remarks.
  • An online assistant disappeared.
  • I was booted from a huge facebook group with no reason or warning.

 

After spending a few days feeling sorry for myself, doing loads of EFT (tapping) it was time to wipe the mascara filled snot off my face. Time to ‘fess up to my part in this, because I believe we do create our reality; the good and the snotty bits. I did a load of EFT and forgiveness. I forgave myself the most, and that was the hardest bit. How come we are the most critical of ourselves?

 

 

 

Most of all I felt a sigh of relief.

If I was completely honest those things were meant to change. I felt the lack of alignment with my teacher but didn’t act. Like a baby bird overstaying her space in the nest it was time to leave, but I was chicken.
 
The Universe gave me the boot instead.
 
The online assistant was moving house and having her own stuff go down and didn’t want to disappoint anyone. The wiser, more intuitive part of me saw it coming, but chose to ignore, and that Facebook group? It wasn’t a good fit anyway.

 

 

When it all turns to poop

It’s because it’s meant to. Better things are coming and somehow we missed the memo and kept hanging on to the old stuff. Before too long, things changed back to Disney Princess again.
 
Others I’d vaguely met tracked me down to join my Facebook group – the Psychic Playground. Three clients emailed saying how well their readings turned out and what I said had happened – happened, and complete strangers appeared who wanted to work with me/be my friend and hang out. Like magic, the online assistant re-appeared with even more dedicated action and attention.

 

We are sooo creative at keeping ourselves small, I can’t imagine what massive rejection event I’ll dream up next time I reach a new level of growth, but if I suddenly disappear you’ll know why.
 
If you’d like to explore the forgiveness exercise, its an ancient Hawaiian practice called ho’o pono pono. 

 

 

19 Comments

  1. Sal

    Oh what a powerful article- this resonated so much with me Denise- its so easy to feel like the sky is falling when life gets too full of challenges – and this solution is perfect! thank you for sharing!

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  2. maria

    Thanks so much. I get this a lot. Feel great then that fear creeps in.
    It was a really helpful honest article. x

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  3. Jen

    Great article/blog, Denise. So true and I love the mix of tools you shared for handling things when life brings up the “poop bazooka”! Thank you 🙂

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  4. Andrea

    Sent H’oponopono to a spiritual sister this week only to have cold shoulder complete silence. Like a bird shit from great height. Understand it’s magic so will say it in my mirror tonight and start at home. Thanks for this post Denise. Needed the reminder that it is all growth. Letting go now.

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    • Denise Litchfield

      Good for you! The more I practice this , the more I realize it’s for me, to help me let go, regardless of what the other person does. Love the mirror idea too.

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  5. Merendi Leverett

    Thanks for sharing Denise this is exactly what happened to me 2 weeks ago. I lost my job and I had not enjoyed it for a few months. Looking forward to what the universe is going to deliver me next.

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  6. Rahima

    Thanks for the reminder .. purrrfect timing.

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  7. Katherine

    Well said , Thankyou for putting it in such a fun way that we can one can relate too

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  8. Michelle

    Love your authenticity and sharing,,,yep! me too, and I remind myself this too shall pass and life is about accepting all sides and flow with it… Big hug <3

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  9. Cecilia

    Wonderful, honest post. I always enjoy your writing that has a touch of humour to it, thank you!

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    • Denise Litchfield

      Hey Cecilia! Great to her from you – and yes – it’s honest!

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  10. Kathryn

    I really appreciate your article and raw honesty in your experiences.. I can totally relate and I take great comfort in you sharing your honest, authentic self. It’s so helpful in my own and others journeys.
    I had a toxic client who attacked me, series of other challenges and stacks that left me bruised and battered (literally! But also emotionally and spiritually). So thank you x

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    • Denise Litchfield

      It’s part of our journey , and make us stronger and even more compassionate – though at the time it still feels like poop! Thanks for dropping by and sharing how you feel.

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  11. Danna

    Yes! ‘I knew it but I didn’t act, I was chicken’ – exactly what I did/do/did again. And each time it takes me a bit to remember it’s happening FOR me. I need to write it on my mirror! So lovely to have company there, Happy days.

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